October 2011
2 posts
September 2011
2 posts
July 2011
1 post
June 2011
4 posts
May 2011
1 post
April 2011
4 posts
March 2011
10 posts
Now my ex is trippin’ committing bribery
Wanting me back because there ain’t no other guy like me
She bumps my freestyles
I’m on her speed dial
She got a boy but calls me in the meanwhile
I was a loser then but now I’m better that’s why you callin’ now
You left quick and cut me off we had it fallin’ out
It ended quick but I can never find a start...
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Only cause I haven't done any poetry in a while.
Irony
Let the words spill out like I cut a vein
Blank paper.
Let the words write themselves as they fall into place
A mime does a better job explaining how I feel
Staring out this glass window is my daily therapy
Stuff all my stress into a cigarette
Burn it all as they quickly become a memory I forget
Ashes scattered turn this white carpet into shades of gray
Stained from my past, I’m...
February 2011
4 posts
After these past few weeks. I can honestly say I had some good times. Folks usually say this when their old…and I’m STILL young. Think about it.
January 2011
5 posts
December 2010
11 posts
Wake Up!
Come on people, SLAP yourself or anyone else around you if you or they is sleepin..it’s almost 2011. Y’all need to WAKE UP! Wake up and start it off fresh stop sleepin and get your acts together we all can leave the bullshit in the past and never look back make some new memories, keep growing, keep learning, experience life the way it’s supposed to so WAKE UP. Happy New Years...
All right, I’ll come clean about my last post….
It’s about this hobby that I’m passionate about. Feelin’ kinda unmotivated lately, feel like I don’t have enough time for it, feel like I’ll never be shit…fear of the unknown, sometimes I just want to say maybe I shouldn’t be taking this as seriously as I should. Maybe I should wait till im done...
I hate blogging.
Sometimes I wonder, will all this patience and sacrifice be worth the trouble…I mean I haven’t felt this strongly in a long time about something..if you really want something you gotta let it come to you. But why do I keep thinking 3 years is all I need then im straight?…y’all have no idea what I’m talking about because my thoughts will remain thoughts and never turn...
October 2010
8 posts
hella random thoughts
It’s tough being young and learnin’ to be mature
comes with the hard lessons I’ve forcefully learned to endure
being a 3rd year college kid with a future so unsure
I steady try to get by while y’all race on the fly
for success
I’m in the background steady pacin’ lookin for SUBSTANCE
enjoying life’s crazy high and drunk nights
while I’m young...
R.I.P. Roxanne, you really never made me feel alone. It was a great year with you and I’m glad I made every moment the most of it. I’m sorry for all the bullshit I did, it was stupid and immature, but you’re in a better place now. Thank You.
Every moment I spend alone is worth a million dollars
Feelin lucky with the odds against me keeps my head above the water
They say nothings ever perfect unless you put the work in it
Since things changed I aint never felt success lurkin
My lifestyle feels like Im living a sin
My outer appearance isnt the way I’m feelin within
So if you ever see me with a grin
its my softer side
Tryna...
Writin' to Survive
Isn’t it kinda funny
How people with the looks, fame, and money
Only go after for someone of the same equal status & superficial satisfaction
The theory of the average 5 coupled up with the 10 ain’t happenin’
Social personality and demand seems to be the attraction
I mean I could have it all and that I could easily fathom
But I rather choose not to be part of the...
Everyday I walk this path of life that’s unknown
But without the drama all the problems
I wouldn’t be this grown..
-CJ