Isn’t it kinda funny
How people with the looks, fame, and money
Only go after for someone of the same equal status & superficial satisfaction
The theory of the average 5 coupled up with the 10 ain’t happenin’
Social personality and demand seems to be the attraction
I mean I could have it all and that I could easily fathom
But I rather choose not to be part of the statistics
Undercover game
Work a cold mouthpiece with my poetical linguistics
But I’m way too much of a gentlemen
To be choosin’ greed over my humbleness
Should I meet the right woman get shook
Don’t know what to say sometimes I be mumblin’
But I should
Welcome you to my slanguage
My thoughts translated
Through this pen is my only way of explainin’
And
How you see me now doesn’t mean later it won’t be changin
People like you I have to thank for the inspiration
But mostly my life is the main influence of my motivation
I coulda jumped the gun pulled the trigger
But for you im slowly im pacin’
Cuz everytime I’m around you I feel that sensation
That no other could ever give me
That adrenaline rush…ecstacy
But don’t flatter yourself girl
You could be the one
Or just a stepping stone
Time will tell its tale
Let it run its course nothin’ ain’t set in stone
And don’t get this twisted this ain’t about you, girl
Maybe it is but
If you think it is then you gotta stop livin in your own world
Cuz who I’m talkin about is my future woman lady friend
Ride or die I know she down be there with me till the end
I know your out there somewhere having a good time
Enjoying your life
Gaining that experience is what you gained from me
If our paths ever cross again then it’ll be our destiny
Recently
I been around the wrong women all they do is teasin’ me
All these women that I’ve met have been messin’ with me
Some have burned their bridges and cut connection with me
But a little bit of chance recently whispered in my ear
That our future is coming in fast behind me from the rear
Because since you left, time feel like it slowed and things changed
A lot of doors have opened for me so I can’t complain
Didn’t know that every door is a gamble between happiness and pain
As the world turns, so shall I..turn a full 180
And lately, nothing been going good for me but I’ll
Use these experiences to better prepare myself
I already don’t have much so there’s nothing I’ll be losing
Stay and wait for you to return is my conclusion
This is my letter to my future girl though she don’t know it yet
I haven’t even met you yet
But when we do be damn sure
I’ll leave a lasting impression you’ll never forget
-CJ
