Sometimes I wonder, will all this patience and sacrifice be worth the trouble…I mean I haven’t felt this strongly in a long time about something..if you really want something you gotta let it come to you. But why do I keep thinking 3 years is all I need then im straight?…y’all have no idea what I’m talking about because my thoughts will remain thoughts and never turn into actions. I have really mixed feelings about you but there’s a fucking roadblock that stands in my way. But the feeling is soo right, it can’t be wrong. The only thing I can do is give time and understanding. I want to but I don’t. I can but I won’t. Only one person will know. IF it does work out, shit, I know I’ll be happy as fuck. Now don’t go assuming this shit is about a girl, who knows maybe it is? maybe it could be about school, something I want to pursue, I use metaphors a lot. BUT if you be hella thinking hard about this analyzing every word I write, then it probably is about YOU. Merry Christmas.
